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Ever since I failed at school and doing it all over again this freaking Astory started. From that moment on everything changed. Doing my absolute best I could in order to get good grades and with that praise, recognition and love. With this life lesson I learned to „swim“. To swim has been my main…
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Lately a lot of stuff is going on in my mind as I get more energy again. and it really seems like that sometimes I’m forcing myself too much to “do things”. Instead of giving my brain and myself time to find inspiration, I always feel pressured that I have to “deliver / be active”.…
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Again? ..some might say. Fair enough. Well, I guess this time it’s a final “no”. But have a look yourself in the video below. Please be aware that this was the first recording after a very long time, and I see a lot of things that could be done better. Please don’t be too hard…
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2020 – rewind Wow, the past few months went quick. That it’s already 2021 still feels surreal. What a year 2020 has been, huh? To me it’s been a wild one. One that forced me to face depression and everything that comes along with it. But on the other hand I also found my love…
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Egoism is truly a thing that annoys me since the beginning of the entire topic around corona virus. I’m honestly not sure whether I was shocked how quickly a little virus caused an pandemic and brought everyone around the globe into a whole new situation. I think what scared me even more throughout 2020/21 –…
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Why do I feel so lonely? I feel detached. The weird feel about not being able to enjoy what others seem to do. Why does it feel so wrong that others drink, and I don’t? Why can’t I eat without thinking whether it’s healthy or not? If my allergies might react or not? How many…
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You might remember one of my last posts about “Spare time, the importance of hobbies!” – which sort of shows how I got into the entire thinking about, what else can I do with my time. Ended up with a list of things, that I might wanna give a try. At that time, the simplest…
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In the past week happened to be quite often that I felt absolutely worthless. And a massive lack of energy which quite sucks if you are used to traveling / activity / etc. the way I used to be. Ended up, that instead of drawing or building things, I did nothing and instead finished watching…
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