“Ever since I failed at school..”

Ever since I failed at school and doing it all over again this freaking Astory started. From that moment on everything changed. Doing my absolute best I could in order to get good grades and with that praise, recognition and love. With this life lesson I learned to „swim“. To swim has been my main…

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Forced activity

Lately a lot of stuff is going on in my mind as I get more energy again. and it really seems like that sometimes I’m forcing myself too much to “do things”. Instead of giving my brain and myself time to find inspiration, I always feel pressured that I have to “deliver / be active”.…

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I quit drinking alcohol

Again? ..some might say. Fair enough. Well, I guess this time it’s a final “no”. But have a look yourself in the video below. Please be aware that this was the first recording after a very long time, and I see a lot of things that could be done better. Please don’t be too hard…

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Egoism & Corona

Egoism is truly a thing that annoys me since the beginning of the entire topic around corona virus. I’m honestly not sure whether I was shocked how quickly a little virus caused an pandemic and brought everyone around the globe into a whole new situation. I think what scared me even more throughout 2020/21 –…

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